Monday, October 10, 2011

Writing well

is copycatting other peoples' words.

Friday, May 13, 2011

It's summer

I'm 3 pages away from done-dom.
I'M IN Jackson's room, listening to Thou's cover of Sweet Leaf.
I have a feeling it was definitely blasted last evening.
Picklebacks put me to sleep weeeeewooooo.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Ice cream truck songs

sound so cool in the city
especially when accompanied by sirens.

Do ya really wanna hold my dirty hand?

Thursday nights are very argumentative in the tech. I'd rather write down all of the hilarious one-sided phone dialogues I've overheard because

I'm so out of ideas
but I like to say "see yas"

It makes it even better that I can't see what they look like, hahaaa

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Baby Bash is so good on Sundays

The moon looks sick. I felt so quiet today. Finally I'm not that anxious but I still have a spitload of pages to finish by Friday and I feel like more and more keep being added on by the day.
School is giving me the bumz.
I just wanna ride bikes around in the warm night and look at the pretty parts of the city- I'm getting tired of the shitty.
Last night turned out being wouper fun even though we all felt mad bad and soggy at first. I swear it's those low expectations that produce the bestest times but they're so hard to sustain.

Waiting for things to fall into place for me. Need to practice patience more often.
As Jackson would say:
It's a loss of precious energy.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

A blank page is the scariest thing

You can always erase or backspace but that first line is an investment of the soul's.

I think I finally felt the real world this week. I felt kind of alive and very scared at random times, but realized I am out of control, which is sort of a relief in some strange roundabout way. Or maybe it's just a cop out.
I think I waste so much time instead of actually focusing on what's in front of me, but who don't?
I need to learn to take meditative steps instead of running away and reflecting.
It would be nice to know if the feeling of regression was actually just proof of progression-
Cliche birthday bluessssssssssssss

Monday, March 21, 2011

Wake up tip # 1

Listen to Tigermilk when you are falling alseep reading homework on a rainy spring mid-morning and move when the whim strikes you. Nothing else works.

Cups of cereal help too.

Sunday, March 20, 2011


The past week has been a lot of different flavorz.
Bike's gone, but so is bronchitis.
Weekends gone but I finally get paid for makin' treats.

All my things look like someone else's memories

I M Chi Z

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Couldn't be more glad

That I went to Tera Melos/Marnie Stern tonight instead of working on heaps of midterm papers. They RULED and so did the $6 toothpaste discount tee shirt. Guess I'll wake up early tomorrow.

Hopefully my water bottle won't taste too much like gin as usual.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

I always remember the day of the Oscars

It's weird because I always want to watch all of the nominated films and I always try to finish my homework semi-early so I can veg out all Sunday night and watch them, but I never do. It's always on a night where the earth is beginning to thaw, and I often go for my first run of the season or at least lay outside on a dry piece of ground.

I've been tired and strangely, my life has been lacking caprice.

Monday, February 21, 2011

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

I Start to Melt

In approximately a month, I've become more of that person I never thought I'd be, but I don't think it's bad..
Having a real hard time focusing, but maybe it's because of all the stimulation.
I have so much to be appreciative and finally feel that I'm taking advantage of the city, but it's easy to get lost. I'm relying pretty hard on the reassurance from everyone in my life that I'm real, but I guess I've always done that in a way.

So far, in short: Art Museum and Franklin Institute didn't let me down, Here We Go Magic was exceptional, weekend at Laundromat/Fuck Mountain was super-funs, Wavves was awesome but Best Coast blew, been eatin' good and applying at a billion veggie places all over da Philth of Delphia. O! And ran freals the other day and felt awesomely invisible in center city. Still happily sore.

Saw Dara Lovitz speak tonight at Grindcore.
I haven't really thought about vegan politicians or vegans involved with law. It's crazy that I forget we come in all shapes and sizes. Or, I guess it's not that I forget- I just don't know very many real live grown ups still siked on veganism let alone everything. I'm beginning to realize that people with my same outlook do turn out to be successful in not selling all the way out. While somewhat comforting and reassuring, I feel like by the time I grow up, which is probably going to be never, all of my daydreams would have already been lived by other people.

But for now I get to soak in bike rides on mild nights without really worrying about that too much.
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Monday, January 24, 2011

Frozen Vomit

A day when everything everyone says means nothing at all
Not enough oatmeal in the world.
Sometimes I can do nothing but stare out this window and imagine where everyone goes and toss tomorrow's up to bygones or wonder if the completely disparate trees still glow into the other window.

The old man smiled too. 'Sometimes a tired thinker may come to the conclusion that the best things in the world are a good meal and a pretty woman.'

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Nerdy recollection of my first week back:

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Sleepy overindulgent snowday
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Yo la Tengo

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Best friggen present

"You dropped sumfin, Miss"
"My heart"

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Rigor Mortis

I'm confused.
What should I do?

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Sit, Ubu, sit.

Ubuntu? Are you out there?

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Every single person in my life

is disillusioned and delusional.

Hahaaha, and I wouldn't have it any other way.

Friday, January 7, 2011

Laugh, Learn,

and Lie.


Apparently, people are good at these things.