Two Thousand and Three Words

This weather rules.

Devotion

is only destructive.

I think I'm getting shin splints.

My body's running but I don't see why it bothers.

On the day that your mentality decides to try to catch up with your biology

Come round.

Because I want the one I can't have and it's driving me mad it's all over my face.

LOL good thing no one reads this.

Even though it will take me even LONGER to read Stein this way, I will listen to the first half of meat is murder for another 40 minutes because it's exactly how I feel, and have since the 7th grade hahaa.

I am proud to announce I will be going to a show alone tonight. Well not QUITE alone.

My wrists

hurt from typing.

wtf

"Woman must destroy in herself the desire to be loved."

-Mina Loy in her Feminist Manifesto

Secret basement show was awesome

Dragged to a party by some pals- after filling my waterbottle with beer cuz i wasn't bout to buy a "cup" I heard noises from oozing from below and realized there was a cool fucking show in the basement. Slutever apparently opened again, but I missed them, Factors of 4 was pretty cool, I really freaking loved Vermillion Sands, a sweet italian band. Pretty sure Jordan scared the lead singer afterwards because he's a funny creep. Omar ended the show and people got jumpy and fun, I was craving a little more pushmosh though. I'm really starting to realize how other people behave at shows is almost as important as how hard the band kills it(if they kill it atall).

Donno why I'm typing it, but the party was basically perfect because upstairs on the tele was a South Park marathon. How did they know exactly what I wanted out of a night even when I didn't? c0lL3gE is magic.

Went home tonight which was weird but nice I guess. Tryna enjoy dat fallness in the air, but I'm feelin' strange.

It sucks when

You wake yourself up from the best dream you've ever had

Being sucked down a river, I didn't care where it took me, I slid over slimy rocks and all of my books floated away. I lost all of my books and my jacket and I lost track of you too.

I was late to class but that was the least of my worries beacause

Pretty sure there's a duck quacking directly outside of my window

As my list of movies to watch this summer grows, my expectations shrink.

Not to say I am losing hope in the amount of fun that will be had, just sayin I think I may be getting better at keeping my hopes down.

That doesn't read right either- I hold no reservations. Or do I? I wish to accomplish a few simple goals but I will not be uprooted if I fail to do so.

For now, I will continue to throw things in enviro and watch 2-3 movies a day.

For some reason, this has been in my life a lot lately:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XweNcNPZ7vE

lol

And my horoscope has been alarmingly accurate