Learning how to go back

I really should be asleep but who can sleep on Sunday nights? Even when I don't have something important to do - or a reason to wake up - the next day, I am suddenly wide awake when everyone else is comfortably cuddled in their sheets, drooling, snoring, at peace.

Today was a beautiful day and as clear as my mind was cloudy. I wasn't too openly worried. I tried not to do too much but failed as usual. With school four more weeks away it seems like nothing is or should be structured, so what is there to worry about? Pssht.